Lauren Fedorko

Roe vs. Wade

I am so sorry for the women I love who had an abortion. I am so sorry for the women I do not know who had an abortion. I am so sorry for the women who will need an abortion. I am sorry for the women who have had to make this decision in secret; somewhere between twilight and the first sounds of the early songbird, their snow-white chests puffing with decadence. I am sorry for the women who wanted to keep the baby, but couldn’t. I am sorry for the women who knew they couldn’t be mothers. I am sorry for the women who couldn't afford the child and couldn’t give them a life they deserved. I am sorry for the women who cried afterwards. I am sorry for the women who had no support. I am sorry for the women who were in an abusive relationship when this happened. I am sorry for the women who had to make this decision privately, tucked away inside a box and then shut inside a locked drawer. I am sorry for the women who were afraid, deer in headlights, frozen in time. I am sorry for the women who were called murderers when they confided in someone. I am sorry for the women who wondered if they were. I am sorry for the women who had to drag themselves to work the morning after and act like everything was normal. I am sorry for the women who had to drive a far distance and talk to strangers who guided them in a difficult time. I am sorry for the women who found out their pregnancy was dangerous and were left with the option to save themselves and terminate. I am sorry for the women who still think about their choices and who are haunted by them. I am sorry for the women who had no say in the matter and were raped. I am sorry for the women who were young and just made one bad choice. I am sorry for the women who had to confide in someone else to help them make a choice they didn’t know how to make. I am sorry for the women who stared into the emptiness of the sky afterwards and felt hollow for days. I am sorry for the women who have to keep posting that they love someone who had an abortion; are someone who had an abortion. I am sorry for the women who were in school and couldn’t do both. I am sorry for the women who thought about poverty and work and the impossibility of it all. I am sorry for the women who didn’t want to do it alone. I am sorry for the women who have to constantly justify their actions in a world that places them lower than men. I am sorry for a system that’s failing what was intended. I am sorry that 174 years ago women gathered at the Seneca Falls Convention and that we still have to fight. I am sorry that all truths are not self-evident and that only men are created equal. That they are endowed - by a select few - with certain unalienable rights; that among these are all lives above a woman’s, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. Amen.



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About the author
Lauren Fedorko
, M.Ed., is an Adjunct Professor of writing at Rutgers University, teaches AP Literature and Creative Writing, and advises the literary magazine for her students. Her passion for writing is longstanding and ongoing, composed mostly of poetry and creative non-fiction. She enjoys exploring, good company, and traveling the world every chance she gets. Her work has previously been published in the Kelsey Review and The Inquirer.

Vida Chu

Doreen

I cannot stop myself from clipping
articles on What Allures a Female Frog,
The Red Planet, and Panama’s Spider Monkeys,
forgetting that you no longer need
to understand nature’s mysteries.

In my evening walk I watch pink clouds
duplicate themselves in water,
embrace goslings in shallow ponds,
echo your oneness with nature,
whittling eagles on wild antlers.

I look for you in a starlit sky
wondering if you are a spark
among thousands of shimmers,
and if you are trying to tell me
that death is neither final nor eternal.

Inside your empty house
your carvings grieve
beside white roses and orchids.
I think of you daily as I swim.
You left a chasm in my life.



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About the author
Vida Chu grew up in Hong Kong, came to America for college, and stayed.  Her poems have appeared in many journals.  Two books of poems: The Fragrant Harbor and The Thirteenth Lake, were published by Kelsay Books. She also has children’s stories in Cricket Magazine. Vida has lived in Princeton for over 50 years.

Jessie Liang

Standing Tree

Color photo of a tree in a desert

About the artist
Jessie Liang is currently a college student attending Rutgers University online due to COVID. She has way too many interests which include, photography, art, photoshopping stuff, music composition, computer programming, and game development. Jessie is also a hard-core National Parks fan, which inspires her to do well in life so that she can continue visiting these parks annually. She also loves watching anime and nothing can convince her that One Piece isn’t the best series ever.

Lauren Fedorko

Rittenhouse

Black and white photo of quaint old rowhomes

About the artist
Lauren Fedorko, M.Ed., is an Adjunct Professor of writing at Rutgers University, teaches AP Literature and Creative Writing, and advises the literary magazine for her students. Her passion for writing is longstanding and ongoing, composed mostly of poetry and creative non-fiction. She enjoys exploring, good company, and traveling the world every chance she gets. Her work has previously been published in the Kelsey Review and The Inquirer.

THE-0

Being Blamed

Colorful painting/collage/mixed media artwork with a man's figure and a mask on saying "stop the hate"

About the artist
THE-0 is a life-long resident of New Jersey as a digital artist. He is fascinated by advertisement exposure. It can be overwhelming by ‘marketing oversight’. THE-0 manipulates graphic elements with digital Adobe® Photoshop® and Illustrator®. Working with these graphic programs does not sacrifice quality. These tools augment design(s) with ease. Abstraction art is what THE-0 thrives on. He brings a personal touch to his work, by having an open and creative mindset and by setting aside traditional limitations. Instead of considering abstract art as ‘the easy way out’, he believes that well-considered forms and composition strategies can create unique visual experiences. His highly personal process enriches the targeted viewer’s experience of the work of art. For the future art projects, THE-0 continue to strive to develop art work that aims to boost the self-esteem, and the confidence, of his audience.

Jessie Liang

Falls of the Rainforest

Color photograph of waterfalls in a lush green forest.

About the artist
Jessie Liang is currently a college student attending Rutgers University online due to COVID. She has way too many interests which include, photography, art, photoshopping stuff, music composition, computer programming, and game development. Jessie is also a hard-core National Parks fan, which inspires her to do well in life so that she can continue visiting these parks annually. She also loves watching anime and nothing can convince her that One Piece isn’t the best series ever.